“Assalamu alaykum Lillah,
I'm Fatimah Toto — Al-Kāshifah (فاطمة الكاشفة).
I researched Islam before taking my Shahadah, so I was already grounded in some of the basics. This put me in good stead as I became familiar with the Muslim communities of Cape Town.
To be fair, the ummah here already has a great reputation globally. Cape Town Muslims are known across the ummah for their strong madrassah culture, rooted in powerful historical legacies of da’wah and community-oriented activism. Their hospitality, warmth, and friendliness have earned them a reputation for embodying the spirit of Islam — both in practice and in character.
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Now of course, they are human. We can’t deny that there's a small minority tainted by corruption or hypocrisy. But besides the fact that every child of Adam (AS) is a sinner, I can say that — the vast majority of the time — our local generational Muslims, including those new to the Deen, are caring, well-meaning, and incredibly people-centric.
I had been Muslim for a while by then and had become familiar with the landscape of the Cape Town ummah. I studied at formal institutes, worked with social activists, learned herbal and healing practices from the more ‘hippy-oriented,’ and collaborated with conservative professionals. While everyone may grow a beard or wear a scarf, there’s clearly a variety of “types” — just as the cuisine ranges from Indian to Afro-Cape Malay.
But there’s also a consistency — rooted in heritage. From the cobbled steps of naval Simon’s Town to the rainbow colours of the Bokaap, strategically placed near the iconic mountain and kramat. These kramats are scattered throughout — nestled in vineyard areas, upon the slopes, and along the coast.
The ummah here is brimming with barakah, rahmah, and taqwa.
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While my experiences with the community have been mostly positive, I did hit a bit of a snag. As a single mother, I had — based on my research — expected Muslim families to embrace the Sunnah of the Prophet (SWS) and his sahaba in remarrying women with children. But instead, I found that some families, despite being Islamically educated, were kind of backwards in rejecting single mothers.
In some ways, I understood not just the cultural nuance behind this but the logistic issues — but I also didn’t want to waste my time. I was keen to get remarried, especially after all the work I had done on my Deen. At that point, I hadn’t yet internalised the idea that Allah SWT would Reward me for my niyyah alone. If it wasn’t for that hadith, I might have remained single — like my mother, who has been perfectly content post-divorce living life on her own terms.
But I wanted to complete my Deen.
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I was told I might have better chances at a Sufi mosque in Cape Town. Some local Muslim women confided that their own communities were too cultured and stuck in their comfort zones. They said I’d be better off at this particular mosque where many of the men were foreign — from Turkey, Spain, England, and America. It was a cosmopolitan crowd. Some were former Christians like myself.
I remembered seeing a documentary once about this group. One guy was a surfer and model. Another was a hipster who ran a deli. The women dressed so chic in their Moroccan fashion — and I have to admit, I did like their style. There, I said it.
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But I wanted to be thorough, so I did some research online. I found some scathing feedback and forums discussing their main sheikh and the group. They were accused of being masonic or CIA-affiliated, allegedly forcing certain members to do thikr all day, every day, to the point of alienation. They were also criticised for being overly political and pushing for economic reforms — which, according to some, was very uncharacteristic of proper Sufism.
I couldn’t tell if these issues were valid. Perhaps some of the allegations were false or taken out of context?
Still, something niggled at me.
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Since dumya means “doll” — I decided for this letter to neologically call them the Mutadamyūn, because as it later turned out, most of them were dolled up for the dunya.
Getting back in the timeline: I was, at this point, cautiously optimistic.
While visiting a revert friend — a woman who doesn’t do a single action without saying “bismillah” aloud and is remarkably consistent in her taqwa — I asked if she knew anything about this group.
Her usually sweet and easygoing manner turned pensive. She said, carefully, that the Mutadamyūn had a reputation for being different. They strongly promoted polygamy (halal, yes — but she said they really pushed for it), were anti-democracy, advocated for the gold dinar, and held a weekly thikr gathering.
Now, a weekly thikr is not unusual for a Sufi group — but what she shared next caught my attention.
She told me she had once gone with a group of reverts to join their thikr. But they all left quickly after noticing the lights being switched on and off repetitively. That concerned me.
Manipulative tactics — like flickering lights — have been documented as ways to disorient and increase suggestibility in group settings. I wasn’t sure if it was intentional, but it raised red flags.
Still, she added that it was years ago and maybe things had changed.
So I decided to just go and check it out. Just to get it out of the way.
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One Friday, I made the long drive into Cape Town to attend Jummuah there. Immediately, I could tell this wasn’t going to be sustainable. The traffic was horrendous. Parking was expensive and hard to find. If I was going to go through all this schlep, it had to be for Allah SWT, not for a man.
Ironically, in that documentary I mentioned earlier, the deli guy had echoed that everything we do should be for Allah SWT, and for Him alone.
I couldn’t agree more.
Still, I felt weirdly nervous. My instincts were all over the place. I went in, realigning my intention with a clear bismillah. I expected, at least, the usual eye contact or silent greeting from the women — the nod you get at most other masjids.
But with the exception of two women, the rest — about fifty in total — were cold and standoffish even after Jummuah.
Now I’m introverted myself. I usually give people the benefit of the doubt when it comes to low social energy. But this wasn’t shyness or quiet stoicism or even neurodivergent detachment. This was an active air of snobbery.
Everything about their body language said: “We’re better than you, plebeian.”
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The space itself was unusual too. The masjid was a single-storey building, and both men and women were on the same floor. That in itself wasn’t an issue — I’ve seen it done well before, like at the small Sunni masjid in Rondebosch East where a proper screen maintains privacy.
But here? There was a Moroccan-style wooden screen with large decorative gaps. I could see the men clearly — and by that logic, they could see us too.
The men looked dapper, in vintage suits and tailored ensembles. The women matched their flair — funky, boho-chic outfits, turbans, batwing tops over fitted pants, strands of pearls. Very Cape Town. They leaned toward earth tones and natural fibres. I’ll admit, the aesthetic was pleasing.
But spiritually? I wasn’t feeling it.
I remembered passing the Simon’s Town masjid with a relative before my Shahadah. We felt so much barakah coming out of its window — Subhanallah. It was like golden light. We’d stick our hands near the window frame just to bask in it.
I’ve visited that masjid since converting, and others like it. There’s a warmth — a nur — you can’t fake it.
But this place? It was beautiful, yes — with its cosmopolitan congregation and designer outfits. But it felt cold and spiritually empty.
A very pretty shell — but hollow.
As soon as I recognised this, something strange happened.
The microphones started making odd noises. My intuition kicked in with full force — a visceral jolt.
“He’s here…”
I sat there, stunned.
“He’s here…” my inner voice repeated. Calm but firm.
And I believed it. But I wasn’t excited. I was despondent. I wasn’t going to linger in a group like this to find him.
If I’m going to any masjid, it’ll be for Allah SWT — and preferably, to the nearest one. That’s sunnah.
As I walked out, I saw the deli guy from the documentary — pinstriped suit, matching hat, handing out pre-ordered items. I bought a cake from a Spanish woman next to him but felt too self-conscious to sit among those posing as if they were in a photoshoot.
I gave the cake to some beggars at the gate and went home.
I told myself: If my future husband is there, then Allah SWT Will Conspire to Bring us together another way.
I made du’a — and left.
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I didn’t think I’d ever return… until someone I met at a single Muslims event invited me again. She worked nearby and told me about a Friday market they hosted after Jummuah.
I went there with my mother and daughter before exploring the CBD gardens near the museum — I was going through an intense photography phase. I took pictures of the tables filled with artisan food: delicate cakes topped with pecan nuts and chocolate, various tarts, churros, quiches, free-range chicken sandwiches, heavily garnished boerewors rolls, fruit smoothies, and high-quality coffee. These displays were visually complemented by little handwritten signs, layered tablecloths, and thoughtfully placed decor — clearly the work of people living artistically.
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Beyond the food, the market space featured Moroccan jewellery, organic beauty products, and designer clothing stalls lining the sides of the courtyard, lightly perfumed with rosewater. As a wannabe photographer, I was spoilt for choice. My mother began chatting to the Imam, while I spoke to his wife — this was a nice ice-breaker. Then a woman running one of the stalls suddenly jumped out to pose with me while someone took a picture of us with my camera. Even if the friendliness was a little performative, at least it existed.
I saw the deli guy again, blending in effortlessly as usual — this time in a crisp white shirt, fitted blue pants, an old-school cap, and a leather bag with matching shoes. He looked really good, Alhamdulillah. But his demeanour was less smooth than his ensemble — he seemed perplexed and frustrated. I kept an open mind regardless.
I also became better acquainted with some of the women among the Mutadamyūn. Again — we’re all human; none of us are perfect. But I found them — unlike other sisters in the broader ummah — to be consistently problematic. One woman would frequently lose her temper with me, speaking in a patronising tone, jumping to conclusions, and scolding unnecessarily. At one event, she berated us for letting our small children sit with Qur’ans — despite us supervising them carefully and treating the pages with respect. On another occasion, she snatched a pamphlet from my hand to give to someone else, and became weirdly defensive when I asked about the ‘flickering light’ incident.
To be fair, she did try with me — but I found her nafs al-ammarah exhausting and gradually became less inclined to deal with her.
Another woman, stiff as a board with a fake smile, was temperamental and strangely competitive — and seemed to enjoy taking jabs at me. A third, who styled herself as an educationalist and constantly emphasised the importance of empathy in learning, was the first to call a brother “stupid” and another “weird” for needing space as a neurodivergent man. I also learned she was backbiting me regarding my parenting — making snap judgments while misreading my context.
At times, I felt like Mrs Brown among the first-class ladies of the Titanic.
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But I didn’t have much time to unpack that situation. I’d just landed a job — thanks to my photography obsession — and it kept me both focused and distracted. I forgot about the deli guy, even developed a temporary crush on someone else, but moved on quickly as new work challenges emerged.
2006
I began working in the townships, teaching Arabic grammar and morphology with Quran translation. I collaborated with a woman — we’ll call her Mama Adila — and a sheikh who contributed the audio and tajweed as a Xhosa multilingual teacher. I added visual aids to the syllabus: scales, murals, artwork, creative learning tools and projects.
I often passed the deli on the way to work. The thought of the deli guy crossed my mind, but a voice inside me said: “He's not the one — but he has something for you. So keep going.”
I’d grab a coffee with a ‘salaam’ and move on.
Later, I acquired some items to sell at the market after Jumu’ah, using the opportunity to raise funds for the centre. I brought the sheikh and Mama Adila along. Despite two or three people making an effort, there was always an obvious space around us. I’m not quick to cry racism — but the blatant discrimination from the Mutadamyūn was undeniable. They wouldn’t go near the sheikh or Mama Adila.
I later learned that other black members of their community were being sidelined. I was told that I was disliked for working with black people, and accused of “using my job to show off.” Some expressed disdain for Khoi heritage and its ongoing struggle, all while posing as champions of “Africanism.” Their sheikh — a white revert and former entertainer — even wrote a book aimed at African Muslims. When I read it, I found it typically patronising, an attempt to colonise African minds. This, on a continent that has raised some of the most powerful saints of Sufism — men who, with a single bismillah and the point of a black finger, brought down entire colonial forces. I had to ask: “What’s this man’s real game?”
Things were about to get worse.
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In the township, I noticed that many children were struggling with drawing and writing. So I brought in crayons to create posters for their homes — helping them revise the alphabet while enjoying something new. It was a hit.
Crayon colouring is more than play. It lays the foundation for writing — developing fine motor skills, coordination, pencil grip, focus, and confidence, while introducing key pre-writing skills.
I posted the children’s work online — and, by then, I was somewhat known in thr Mutadamyūn circles. Not long after, someone shared a Facebook post quoting their sheikh, declaring that crayons “make children backward,” that white women were “abusive” for making their children use them and are now introducing colouring to black communities, and that black parents should “beware of this deviant ploy to stunt their children’s development.”
I was shocked. Having grown up reading my mother’s educational psychology books — and seeing firsthand how awkward the kids had been before colouring, and how much more capable they became after — I immediately knew this was deliberate misinformation.
If this sheikh were truly an Africanist, why was he so ignorant of how, across Africa, paint is used in early learning? Or that children memorise the Quran by writing on wood or leaves? These are foundational literacy skills — the three R’s in Islamic, western and African education.
I realised: this man was playing a dangerous game. Misleading people — and for what?
The Mutadamyūn had swallowed it. They couldn’t speak without saying: “The sheikh says… the sheikh says…” — never, “Allah Says in the Qur’an…” or “The Prophet ﷺ said… in Hadith” Their imam may have offered decent khutbahs, but the spell cast by their wizard-like sheikh had blocked out all reference to Quran and Sunnah.
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But here’s the thing: whoever misleads others will be misled. And Allah Will Bring him to ridicule. This man, who tried to manipulate the masses, became a laughingstock in the Muslim world — increasingly unhinged, even recommending TV shows like Oz to his followers. This was their model of leadership in Tasawwuf?
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The last time I attended that mosque as a single woman, I went with my daughter to an event. She was hyper and still in potty-training. She ran into the men’s section three times. The third time, a pretentious hipster shooed me away from the door. I had to pray she wasn’t pulling her pants down in there. But she came out — gently guided by the deli guy. I decided to leave rather than chase her around in a space that felt emotionally cold and humourless.
I did Istikhārah seeking guidance — and received a firm “no” on the deli guy.
So I continued working. One day, with my daughter in tow, we stopped by the deli for a coffee and snack. I had already dismissed the deli guy from my thoughts. This was just coffee and a treat.
As soon as we entered, she bolted straight into their kitchen. I quickly retrieved her, plonked her on a bar stool and firmly insisted she stay put.
Before I could place my order, a tall, attractive man approached me from behind with a huge smile. He said my daughter had already made his acquaintance — apparently, during Jumu’ah, she’d chosen to sit next to him. He was flattered. They had become fast friends.
I asked nervously if she’d been a problem. He reassured me that she’d sat quietly during the khutbah — something I found miraculous, given her usual restlessness. Even more shocking — she was sitting still then while we talked.
It turned out he was the deli guy’s brother — even more attractive, more casually dressed and more importantly, not a Mutadamyūn member. He attended the local masjid for Jumu’ah, and while he was drawn to Sufism and dhikr, he hadn’t pledged allegiance to the sheikh. He had reservations — and ultimately wanted to remain with the mainstream Sunni majority.
So many green flags.
But it took a while for that realisation to land: “Maybe I prefer this guy?” I later thought.
I did Istikhārah on something unrelated, and surprisingly, got a deep impression that he was the one to marry. We had already started messaging online and discussing logistics. After a few meetings over iftār during Ramadan, we were quickly engaged — followed by a small nikāḥ a month later. A month after that, we conceived. A month later, I found out I was pregnant — but tension started brewing.
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The cute antics of my firstborn became a sore point. My husband — let’s call him Ebrahim — struggled with anxiety and hypervigilance. Still, we pulled through by Allah’s Grace. He occasionally joined his brother for dhikr, but kept the Mutadamyūn at arm’s length.
Only later did I find out that the first time I attended that mosque — when I sensed that “the one” to marry was there — he actually was. He was there after having taken shahādah just two days earlier.
Allah SWT is Most Precise.
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2007–2012: The Slow Unraveling
Before 2007, I had quietly stepped away from their thikr due to early pregnancy fatigue. I felt indifferent — neutral at best. Especially after marrying Ebrahim, it felt like their chapter in my life had closed. My instincts told me their role was complete, and I had no need — nor interest — in reopening that door.
Ebrahim, however, saw them more clearly than I ever had. Despite being new to Islam and just starting his journey into the Deen, he quickly picked up on the dissonance. He told me how they initially love-bombed him — they were flirtatious, charming, and roping him in. But once you were in their circle, the masks fell. He confronted them regularly, called out their deviations, and even said he’d “kicked dirt in their faces” when they crossed lines. His skepticism only grew.
That tension didn’t stay confined to theory. It spilled over into the family deli, where one of the Mutadamyūn youth began encroaching on the business. When Ebrahim confronted him, he was threatened with a knife. His own brother — whom we’ll now refer to as Abdurrahiem — sided with the youth, along with their enabling parents. The fallout was intense. The brothers stopped speaking, and Ebrahim lost his job.
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We moved on. Hustled through pregnancy and life with a newborn. Eventually, we found stable work and relocated — ironically, near another Sufi masjid and a kramat. There were highs and lows… mostly lows.
In time, I found myself completely over the Mutadamyūn — the way a man might move on from a beautiful but exhausting lover, choosing instead the quiet confidence of someone real. I was working with activists, learning from therapists, tending a small garden, and going deeper with Qur’anic studies. It's sounds like a lot virtue signaling but Alhamdulillah — the point I'm making is that the world is full of wonderful people. Allah has Spoilt us with choice. Why focus on toxic people and resentment?
“Mutadamyūn? Who are they? Never heard of them.”
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But for Ebrahim, it wasn’t so simple. His brother’s entanglement with the group cut deep. It wasn’t just hurt — it was betrayal. While I could detach, he was still trying to make sense of what had happened. His Christian relatives, watching the rift unfold, struggled to understand. He tried explaining — often angrily — how insidious it all was.
At one point, one of the Mutadamyūn ‘princesses’ contacted him after her divorce, dangling information about his brother like bait. I prayed for Allah to Expose her — and He Did. Ebrahim returned disgusted by what he had seen. I won’t go into detail. Let’s just say she was left embarrassed.
We were still navigating our own challenges — even experiencing our first talaq, though eventually working toward reconciliation. Until the Mutadamyūn delivered one final, and brutal blow.
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The Year Everything Broke (2012)
Ebrahim’s father became critically ill. For the first time, the family realised this was it. Everyone gathered. Even the brothers made peace. Their father, mostly unconscious, barely got to witness it.
As if that wasn’t heavy enough, their young cousin suddenly passed away — a deep loss for Ebrahim. Then, while grieving, the family received another shock: Abdurrahiem collapsed in their sister’s home. It was a stroke. He was in his forties. The hospital said he needed emergency surgery to relieve pressure on the brain. The cost? R50,000 deposit. No one had it.
Enter the Mutadamyūn — swooping in as saviours. They offered to cover the bill. The sister, desperate, signed as surety. The surgery was successful, and we were all hopeful. Ebrahim resumed work at the deli, holding space for his brother’s recovery.
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Then came the message from the sister:
“It’s with a heavy heart that I must inform you… Abdurrahiem has passed away.”
Ebrahim was shattered. It was too much.
He travelled out of state for the funeral. We had just begun reconciliation, and I was ready to consider a temporary misyar marriage — giving him space, waiving my rights to attention. His grief and anxiety were enormous. I couldn’t expect more from him emotionally.
But something shifted at the janaza. He came back changed. Quiet. Tense. He told me it was deeply moving… how his brother’s face was radiant with nūr. He was convinced he had buried a saint.
That same night, after putting the kids to bed, he turned to me and said:
“I can’t be in this relationship… Talaq.”
He cried. I nodded gently, I said “okay” and walked him out.
My own tears came two days later. And they came hard.
In the days that followed, he told me he was considering joining the Mutadamyūn. He believed his brother had attained spiritual heights — and perhaps he wanted to follow that trajectory.
I began to realise: If he joined them, I could no longer be his wife according to them.
Things unravelled fast. While fetching his belongings, he told me he’d started speaking to another woman — presumably someone from their community to see if they were a match. Then another week later he said, they were talking but about our son and how they could help him. They were plotting full custody.
They wanted to take my child.
That’s when I knew: If they wanted a Tasawwuf war, they’d get one.
But I wouldn’t fight with words. I quietly smiled. I nodded. I retreated into intense thikr and du‘a. I clung to Allah’s Rope tighter than ever before.
And within days, Allah SWT Answered.
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Ebrahim snapped out of it. He backed out of the pledge. Dismissed the Mutadamyūn woman and her little gang. He returned to himself.
The cult who sought to exploit the grief of a family and a vulnerable man was defeated.
And defeated by a single mother’s Tasawwuf.
He stayed temporarily at their premises but refused to pledge. They kept pushing. Claimed they were the only upholders of the true Deen. But he had already seen through them.
Worse still, they reneged on their promise to help with the medical costs. His sister, who had just lost their brother, now carried the financial burden alone.
Eventually, the deli supported her debt and our son’s maintenance.
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I remembered that morning when my intuition said, “This deli guy is not the one — but he has something for you.” And it was true.
But reconciliation between his brother and myself? That window had closed.
Too much had happened. Too much time had passed. I had changed. My taste in men had changed. Today, we are civil co-parents — traditional Sunni Malikis with Qur’an and Sunnah as our shared foundation especially in parenting.
Ebrahim still leans towards Tasawwuf. I’ve drawn more inspiration from the Ahlul Bayt legacy — as long as it remains rooted in humility and justice.
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Spiritual Afterword: Beyond the Cult
One day, while walking with my kids, a friendly woman stopped to hand them lollipops. She explained it was something her beloved Shaykh Nazim used to do — giving sweets to children when she visited him in Greece. Her gentleness reminded me of the Sufis I once knew in Simon’s Town.
She was Naqshbandi. She radiated warmth.
I told her I’d become wary of Sufi groups after my experience with the Mutadamyūn. She responded with: “Our Shaykh taught us to keep our hearts clean, and free of resentment.” When I explained what happened, she offered sincere condolences. We’ll call her Aunty Bint Zaynab.
She came for coffee often. As it turns out, she was from the Ahlul Bayt. Her family reflected real Sufism — with members in various turuq: Qadiri, Shadhili, Chishti. No coercion. No cultish control. No forced divorces or wife-swapping. Just love and respect for different paths.
She informed me about the women in her family — descendants of the Prophet ﷺ and his beloved daughter — women who cooked for sick uncles, their fringes slipping, too busy serving to worry about appearance. Intelligent, receptive, and grounded women.
Her stories mirrored what I’d found in my research regarding the family of the Prophet SWS. Real Sufism — like Ali Imran of early Bani Isra’il — had depth, light, and adab. The Mutadamyūn, in comparison, looked more counterfeit than ever before.
So where do I stand now?
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In the Open Tent of the Ba Alawi
While I’m not formally a murīd of any order, my teacher in Qur'an draws from the Ba Alawi tradition of Yemen. Through her, I have received its ethos: its refinement, balance, and non-coercive spirit.
The Ba Alawi approach is open. You don’t need formal bay‘ah. You simply learn, grow, and purify your soul through love and remembrance.
So yes — I’m “in their tent,” even if I haven’t signed the guest list.
Tasawwuf is not a cult. It’s not control. It’s transmission.
And if my teacher has received and poured that into me, then I am in that chain — indirectly but unmistakably.
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Final Du‘a and Caution
Ebrahim will, bi idhnillah, find his way as he has always done before. So will our son and his sister, the catalyst. And no one — not the Mutadamyūn or any manipulative group — will force him to pledge to anything.
May he, and his sister, walk freely into whatever river of guidance Allah Places before them - Ameen
And may seekers of Tasawwuf learn to distinguish between:
The light of real spiritual legacy,
And the illusion of cultish control masquerading as Deen - Ameen
You don’t marry the first person you meet.
Likewise, don’t pledge to the first group that gives you tea and a smile.
Especially for new Muslims: be careful. Some cults wear the perfume of religion to mask the rot within.
But truth?
Truth has always prevailed. Tawḥīd always wins.
And with that, I pray:
اللَّهُمَّ اهْدِنَا وَاهْدِ بِـنَا
O Allah, Guide us, and Guide through us,
Āmīn.
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Ameen Thumma Ameen
We don't have much to add except to encourage people who are drawn and are interested in Sufism to take their time and don't let anyone push you or try to pressure you to join their group.
As it stands, traditional Sunni Islam has a growth rate of 4% (6% increase and 2% loss) due to the strong madrassah culture that has been protected and cultivated within it.
The Shia is at 0% (2% in and 2% out) due to the interference stunting the madrassa culture. But there currently attempts to remedy this globally - in sha Allah.
The Salafi are at -0.5% after conversions. This means more people are leaving than coming in. This is probably due to being politically hijacked and that those claiming to be Salafi aren't following the Quranic instruction towards facilitating ease and are thus unsustainable - while contradicting Salafi teachings in their open aggression towards others.
Sufism is at -2% and modernism -6%, again politics. While Sufism isn't supposed to be political, it has been hijacked by certain groups motivated by political agendas. Once the overall ummah has been cleared of these fake Sufi posers, then there might be growth again, especially if ‘open tent’ tassawuf is facilitated, as well as ease.
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A certain sheikh passed away recently, similar to the one described in this letter and tried to make it right towards the end of his life. But it was a little too late and there was a split in the community ever since his passing and it's still losing footing.
There have been many ‘Islamic’ movements that have come into being and died out. The constant pattern has always been that there seems to be a political drive behind the deviated sect every time.
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But Allah SWT Will Perfect His Light, and we can either get with His Programme or perish.
So that concludes that and now let's look at the flower symbolism that intertwined with Fatimah’s story and why the sunflower was poetically used in this case:
🌻 Fatimah – Sunflower
Story: Resisting ‘Sufi’ Cult Exploitation of Grief (2006–2012)
Flower: Sunflower
Meaning:
Tracks the sun, not the shadows.
Tall, unwavering, rooted in light.
A metaphor for tawheed — she would not bow to any human cult amidst so much grief.
🌻 Sunflowers in Companion Gardening:
1. Natural Support Systems
Their tall, sturdy stalks act as living trellises for climbing plants like beans or cucumbers.
In this sense, they literally uplift others — providing structure, strength, and support.
For Fatimah’s story, this mirrors her journey — holding space for others even while grieving, choosing to support truth instead of collapsing into manipulation.
2. Pest Distraction (Trap Cropping)
Sunflowers can attract pests (like aphids or stink bugs) away from more vulnerable plants.
So they take the hit to protect the rest of the garden.
🩹 This deepens the metaphor: she bore the emotional infestation of grief openly — but refused to let it be misused by a cult.
3. Soil Health
Their deep roots help break up compacted soil and draw nutrients from deep below, improving conditions for plants around them.
Their dying leaves enrich the soil, continuing to nourish after their season ends.
🌿 She didn’t just survive — she left the soil richer for those who come after her.
In the garden and in her story, the sunflower is:
A protector
A pillar of strength
A light seeker
And a quiet martyr, absorbing hardship to shield others.
Summary:
Companion who offers support.
Takes the hit in order to defend or assist the other plants.
Enriches her environment while experiencing loss.
